Sunday, January 29, 2012

Power and the Family

Today I posted a new set of captions! Check them out here: http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3274389/Femdom-Strapon-Caps-7-2100

This set explores some of the darker and more elaborate of my fantasies, one of which is family domination. While I am not explicitly attracted to my mother or my sisters, I write captions about those fantasies and find them very erotic.

There was something degrading about growing up with two older sisters who could and often would overpower me and sit on me until I relented. From a young age I realized that, in the end, the physical aggressor wins the argument. My sisters would frequently pin me down and laugh as I struggled to free myself. There was nothing erotic about it, and I outgrew them when I hit puberty, but it must have programmed something in me from a young age.

The role of the mother in my fantasy future is one of ultimate authorial. Growing up, your mother shapes your world and your mind. What happens in early childhood will color your perceptions for the rest of you life. For that reason, the mom has enormous power. In the future, mothers dehumanize and use their sons from a young age to prepare them for the treatment that they will receive for the rest of their lives. The mother can teach them about their utter submission and show them the physical realities of it. Some mothers simply become accustomed to a sex and thought slave and decide to castrate their sons and keep them for their own. It doesn't take much to enslave a boy's mind from a young age.

So while my own mother is not attractive to me, the role of motherhood and it's great power is hugely attractive.

Thank you to those of you who have sent me emails and reached out to me. It is wonderful to hear from readers and it spurs me to continue writing.  This group of captions was the last of that set, so it will be some time before I release my next large set of captions. In the meantime, however, I will continue blogging and posting images. I plan to educate myself on photo manipulation so that I can contribute to the image instead of just the language. I also plan to start writing short-short stories on this blog for a little light reading. I want to start working back up to writing long-form fiction.

To see new images, check out my captions on imagefap: http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3274389/Femdom-Strapon-Caps-7-2100 . For some inspiration and very sexy blogs check out The Second World and Looking-Glass World, two amazing blogs. Thanks for reading.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Size

I'd like to discuss something that comes up in my captions quite a bit: size differences. One of my earliest fantasies was related to this issue. When I was in elementary school, before I was concerned with realism or anatomy, I had an overweight teacher and I wanted her to swallow me with her fat rolls- her huge tits, her sweaty pussy, her giant ass. I wanted to crawl inside of her and live there, just inside her pussy or around her pubic hair. I wanted to be tiny and live inside her panties all day as she walked around sweating, using me as toilet paper when she pissed.

I was young then: pre-pubescent young. In fact, most of my current fantasies are updated and refined versions of fantasies I came up with before or right around puberty. I guess that that's one of the reasons I am so tiny or young in my fantasies. I am currently 6'2, 160 lbs (a tall, gangley fellow by any measure), but I was always the shortest and youngest person in every class and friend group I had up until I was 17 and finally outgrew everyone. That's 17 years of looking up to everyone and 5 of looking down. There are things I miss about being short- being picked up, poked at, played with by friends. I think that when you are taller, people are less physical with you. Maybe it's because I look like I can fight back now. Or maybe that's just part of growing up. Anyway, I miss the physical contact (non-sexual) that I had when I was smaller.

There's also the power element. In any sexual situation I've had, I know somewhere in me that I could physically overpower the other person if I really had to. I have never been restrained to the point where I couldn't easily free myself. My girlfriends (post-high school) have been significantly shorter and lighter than me (usually around a whole foot). I would like to be with a girl as tall as me, or slightly shorter, but It's difficult to find women of that height. Sometimes I fantasize about just being spooned by a woman taller than me. When I am being spooned, I like to be small spoon, and I often dream that the girl will shove a double-ended dildo into me and then start getting off, quietly in the early morning, while I am nothing but a dildo holder for her. I wish that I was in chastity, and she would start fucking my ass in that early stillness before the morning starts, sensually but firmly.

But, until the laws of nature are reversed, it will remain a fantasy.

I created a new album of captions today that you can view here: http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3227394/Femdom-Strapon-Caps-7-2011.

I will release another set next weekend, so that you have something to look forward to. Here is a bonus caption from the next set: