Femdom Roulette

Here's a new game to play. I'm calling it Femdom Roulette.

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My Goddess has started graduate school in another state, so we have decided to make this a long-distance relationship for the moment. It also presented an opportunity for me to try longer stints in chastity. This game is a way for me to relieve some of that sexual tension while ratcheting up the femdom thinking and feeding my sub brain.

Here is how I am allowed to enjoy myself in the weeks between seeing my lady love. This is a compilation of 177 images of a semi- to totally-pornographic nature that sissies are allowed to view. It started out as 200 but some of those images were rejected by Goddess. She says I can earn them back through good behavior, so we will see. There are 0 nude women and 0 submissive or degraded women. However, there are many images of white guys in submission either to women or superior men. There are also a few self-shot boners just to infuriate sissies in chastity.

Here's how to play. Load the images into a slideshow where you can set the time and make sure it's random. I use Windows Media Center. Set the timer to 60 seconds. This is the only way I am allowed to look at porn. If I want to perv over some low necklines, I have to see a few sissy boys and a few big alpha dicks. Such is life for a sissy.

Now, not being able to touch my dick directly at any point, I can only masturbate the other way. For this game, I use 4 dildos of increasing size, 2 tapered plugs and 2 dildos. I start with the smallest one. If there is a woman on the screen, I am allowed to play any way I want. However, if an alpha male is on the screen, I need to either take the entire plug, or I have to keep the dildo moving the whole time. This can be arousing for 1 minute, but it can be downright excruciating if you get alpha after alpha coming up. If you see three alpha males in a row, it is time to move up to the next biggest toy. If the image shows someone licking feet or presenting feet to be licked, you must lick. In my case I suck on a different dildo for the duration of the minute.

Think of the images as a random number generator that tells you what to do for the minute. Also consider that the images are dependent events, meaning that the more "good" or "bad" images you see, the fewer of that type are left in the deck. So, a session might start with a lot of alpha males, but that means you get to perv on more women later on. Rolling 3 alphas in a row seems to happen every 20-30 mins which feels about right to me.

Because it's essentially a random event generator, the game can be modified to include any rules that turn you on. For example, sometimes instead of sucking cock for feet, I will have to suck every time there's a black person on screen, male or female. This leads to a much higher proportion of oral fixation, which makes it harder for me to concentrate, and sends me into sub space faster. You can use the stats link to determine the starting probability of any kind of start. I've compared a few percentages on the right. Let me know if you have an idea of any other handy percentages you'd like to see.

My biggest gripe with searching for femdom porn is all the other fetishes and shock porn I end up seeing in the course my search. There's also no good way to find a lot of non-nude women without coming across nude images too. Inevitably I am bound to see things that will break the mental world I like to create when writing and feeding the sub brain. This game makes sure that when I look up images, I have a consistent experience. I can also become desensitized to these images and starved of the nudity I crave, so the visual impact of Goddess will be even more mindblowing when I see her next. This is also an attempt to manage the Coolidge effect of viewing porn.

This is also a way to push my boundaries. I find when I'm doing physically painful or difficult things alone, it's hard for me to push past my own pain to really achieve sub space. Because there are set rules to using dildos to this game, I can end up in a situation where I have to continue fucking myself way longer than I would normally be able to. Because I am chained to the duration of the changes, I can really push my limits. The randomness is also deliciously difficult to handle. You could get an easy, lovely masturbation session, or a true punishment of pain. You come to appreciate just how long a minute is.