Friday, March 23, 2012
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Manners
I envisage a future where male chastity is treated with the same kind of prudish sensibility with which female sexuality was treated throughout the Victorian era.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Power and the Family
Today I posted a new set of captions! Check them out here: http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3274389/Femdom-Strapon-Caps-7-2100
This set explores some of the darker and more elaborate of my fantasies, one of which is family domination. While I am not explicitly attracted to my mother or my sisters, I write captions about those fantasies and find them very erotic.
There was something degrading about growing up with two older sisters who could and often would overpower me and sit on me until I relented. From a young age I realized that, in the end, the physical aggressor wins the argument. My sisters would frequently pin me down and laugh as I struggled to free myself. There was nothing erotic about it, and I outgrew them when I hit puberty, but it must have programmed something in me from a young age.
The role of the mother in my fantasy future is one of ultimate authorial. Growing up, your mother shapes your world and your mind. What happens in early childhood will color your perceptions for the rest of you life. For that reason, the mom has enormous power. In the future, mothers dehumanize and use their sons from a young age to prepare them for the treatment that they will receive for the rest of their lives. The mother can teach them about their utter submission and show them the physical realities of it. Some mothers simply become accustomed to a sex and thought slave and decide to castrate their sons and keep them for their own. It doesn't take much to enslave a boy's mind from a young age.
So while my own mother is not attractive to me, the role of motherhood and it's great power is hugely attractive.
Thank you to those of you who have sent me emails and reached out to me. It is wonderful to hear from readers and it spurs me to continue writing. This group of captions was the last of that set, so it will be some time before I release my next large set of captions. In the meantime, however, I will continue blogging and posting images. I plan to educate myself on photo manipulation so that I can contribute to the image instead of just the language. I also plan to start writing short-short stories on this blog for a little light reading. I want to start working back up to writing long-form fiction.
To see new images, check out my captions on imagefap: http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3274389/Femdom-Strapon-Caps-7-2100 . For some inspiration and very sexy blogs check out The Second World and Looking-Glass World, two amazing blogs. Thanks for reading.
This set explores some of the darker and more elaborate of my fantasies, one of which is family domination. While I am not explicitly attracted to my mother or my sisters, I write captions about those fantasies and find them very erotic.
There was something degrading about growing up with two older sisters who could and often would overpower me and sit on me until I relented. From a young age I realized that, in the end, the physical aggressor wins the argument. My sisters would frequently pin me down and laugh as I struggled to free myself. There was nothing erotic about it, and I outgrew them when I hit puberty, but it must have programmed something in me from a young age.
The role of the mother in my fantasy future is one of ultimate authorial. Growing up, your mother shapes your world and your mind. What happens in early childhood will color your perceptions for the rest of you life. For that reason, the mom has enormous power. In the future, mothers dehumanize and use their sons from a young age to prepare them for the treatment that they will receive for the rest of their lives. The mother can teach them about their utter submission and show them the physical realities of it. Some mothers simply become accustomed to a sex and thought slave and decide to castrate their sons and keep them for their own. It doesn't take much to enslave a boy's mind from a young age.
So while my own mother is not attractive to me, the role of motherhood and it's great power is hugely attractive.
Thank you to those of you who have sent me emails and reached out to me. It is wonderful to hear from readers and it spurs me to continue writing. This group of captions was the last of that set, so it will be some time before I release my next large set of captions. In the meantime, however, I will continue blogging and posting images. I plan to educate myself on photo manipulation so that I can contribute to the image instead of just the language. I also plan to start writing short-short stories on this blog for a little light reading. I want to start working back up to writing long-form fiction.
To see new images, check out my captions on imagefap: http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3274389/Femdom-Strapon-Caps-7-2100 . For some inspiration and very sexy blogs check out The Second World and Looking-Glass World, two amazing blogs. Thanks for reading.
Monday, January 2, 2012
Size
I'd like to discuss something that comes up in my captions quite a bit: size differences. One of my earliest fantasies was related to this issue. When I was in elementary school, before I was concerned with realism or anatomy, I had an overweight teacher and I wanted her to swallow me with her fat rolls- her huge tits, her sweaty pussy, her giant ass. I wanted to crawl inside of her and live there, just inside her pussy or around her pubic hair. I wanted to be tiny and live inside her panties all day as she walked around sweating, using me as toilet paper when she pissed.
I was young then: pre-pubescent young. In fact, most of my current fantasies are updated and refined versions of fantasies I came up with before or right around puberty. I guess that that's one of the reasons I am so tiny or young in my fantasies. I am currently 6'2, 160 lbs (a tall, gangley fellow by any measure), but I was always the shortest and youngest person in every class and friend group I had up until I was 17 and finally outgrew everyone. That's 17 years of looking up to everyone and 5 of looking down. There are things I miss about being short- being picked up, poked at, played with by friends. I think that when you are taller, people are less physical with you. Maybe it's because I look like I can fight back now. Or maybe that's just part of growing up. Anyway, I miss the physical contact (non-sexual) that I had when I was smaller.
There's also the power element. In any sexual situation I've had, I know somewhere in me that I could physically overpower the other person if I really had to. I have never been restrained to the point where I couldn't easily free myself. My girlfriends (post-high school) have been significantly shorter and lighter than me (usually around a whole foot). I would like to be with a girl as tall as me, or slightly shorter, but It's difficult to find women of that height. Sometimes I fantasize about just being spooned by a woman taller than me. When I am being spooned, I like to be small spoon, and I often dream that the girl will shove a double-ended dildo into me and then start getting off, quietly in the early morning, while I am nothing but a dildo holder for her. I wish that I was in chastity, and she would start fucking my ass in that early stillness before the morning starts, sensually but firmly.
But, until the laws of nature are reversed, it will remain a fantasy.
I created a new album of captions today that you can view here: http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3227394/Femdom-Strapon-Caps-7-2011.
I will release another set next weekend, so that you have something to look forward to. Here is a bonus caption from the next set:
I was young then: pre-pubescent young. In fact, most of my current fantasies are updated and refined versions of fantasies I came up with before or right around puberty. I guess that that's one of the reasons I am so tiny or young in my fantasies. I am currently 6'2, 160 lbs (a tall, gangley fellow by any measure), but I was always the shortest and youngest person in every class and friend group I had up until I was 17 and finally outgrew everyone. That's 17 years of looking up to everyone and 5 of looking down. There are things I miss about being short- being picked up, poked at, played with by friends. I think that when you are taller, people are less physical with you. Maybe it's because I look like I can fight back now. Or maybe that's just part of growing up. Anyway, I miss the physical contact (non-sexual) that I had when I was smaller.
There's also the power element. In any sexual situation I've had, I know somewhere in me that I could physically overpower the other person if I really had to. I have never been restrained to the point where I couldn't easily free myself. My girlfriends (post-high school) have been significantly shorter and lighter than me (usually around a whole foot). I would like to be with a girl as tall as me, or slightly shorter, but It's difficult to find women of that height. Sometimes I fantasize about just being spooned by a woman taller than me. When I am being spooned, I like to be small spoon, and I often dream that the girl will shove a double-ended dildo into me and then start getting off, quietly in the early morning, while I am nothing but a dildo holder for her. I wish that I was in chastity, and she would start fucking my ass in that early stillness before the morning starts, sensually but firmly.
But, until the laws of nature are reversed, it will remain a fantasy.
I created a new album of captions today that you can view here: http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3227394/Femdom-Strapon-Caps-7-2011.
I will release another set next weekend, so that you have something to look forward to. Here is a bonus caption from the next set:
Sunday, October 23, 2011
First Things First
I am a 22-year-old heterosexual male who loves receiving anal. This is all that I can say easily and with certainty.
The purpose of this blog is to provide me with a place to work through the ideas and issues that surround this. I am in a pretty confused state so far, and having a place to write conversationally may provide me with some peace. I know that I have something of a following on a few sites where I post my captions and other writing, and this will give me an opportunity to interact with you and show you a little more of my life.
Nick Carraway is obviously not my real name. He is the protagonist of The Great Gatsby, and it seemed like a fitting choice for my writing style. Most of my stories and captions take place in another world: a place where women are tall and powerful, totally in control of culture and politics, and where men are routinely and endemically abused. The primary tool of control in this world is the dildo. Men will tend to be drugged and kidnapped from nightclubs, sold into sexual slavery by their mothers, held in bondage, starved and beaten, all in the interests of creating and maintaining the perfect slave. The perfect slave will wait on his owner(s) every whim, will never speak first or look into his owner's eyes, will gladly accept any punishment if it means being close to his owner, and, of course, will generally have a dildo in for any manner of function or event. The mark of a good slave boy is his ability to take the largest of dicks, and do so willingly and publicly- and the mark of a good owner is her slave's ability to perform this function. A poorly trained male can be the source of great embarrassment.
I got carried away there (groan). My name is Nick Carraway, because, like in The Great Gatsby, I am an outsider looking in. I have entered this new world, but I am not truly a member of it. I am judging and watching their strange customs and fixations with an intrigued but not-altogether trusting eye. The women can be so cruel, even frivolous and senseless, irrespective of the lives they are destroying with their actions. Men have dropped below the point of protecting themselves, financially, politically or culturally, and have become total dependents. Most of my inspiration comes from the actual conditions of Victorian-era women (I am a consummate lover of history) and the tactics that men used to keep them dependent, often invading their own discourse with ideas of their inferiority.
Sometimes my own work scares me- I feel bad for the boys that I am mistreating, and often bad for the broken, confused women who are mistreating them. And yet, these ideas pervade my mind. I almost always masturbate in this realm, I daydream about it in my everyday life, and I am working on a novel that takes place in this world (albeit somewhat less sexual than my other work). I want to both live in it and banish it from my life forever, so instead I write it. If I can get some of this out of my head and into the world, then maybe I will find some peace.
Now, I will leave you with a caption from my upcoming set, due out in a few weeks (whenever I finish. I have a huge collection of images that I'm working with.)
The purpose of this blog is to provide me with a place to work through the ideas and issues that surround this. I am in a pretty confused state so far, and having a place to write conversationally may provide me with some peace. I know that I have something of a following on a few sites where I post my captions and other writing, and this will give me an opportunity to interact with you and show you a little more of my life.
Nick Carraway is obviously not my real name. He is the protagonist of The Great Gatsby, and it seemed like a fitting choice for my writing style. Most of my stories and captions take place in another world: a place where women are tall and powerful, totally in control of culture and politics, and where men are routinely and endemically abused. The primary tool of control in this world is the dildo. Men will tend to be drugged and kidnapped from nightclubs, sold into sexual slavery by their mothers, held in bondage, starved and beaten, all in the interests of creating and maintaining the perfect slave. The perfect slave will wait on his owner(s) every whim, will never speak first or look into his owner's eyes, will gladly accept any punishment if it means being close to his owner, and, of course, will generally have a dildo in for any manner of function or event. The mark of a good slave boy is his ability to take the largest of dicks, and do so willingly and publicly- and the mark of a good owner is her slave's ability to perform this function. A poorly trained male can be the source of great embarrassment.
I got carried away there (groan). My name is Nick Carraway, because, like in The Great Gatsby, I am an outsider looking in. I have entered this new world, but I am not truly a member of it. I am judging and watching their strange customs and fixations with an intrigued but not-altogether trusting eye. The women can be so cruel, even frivolous and senseless, irrespective of the lives they are destroying with their actions. Men have dropped below the point of protecting themselves, financially, politically or culturally, and have become total dependents. Most of my inspiration comes from the actual conditions of Victorian-era women (I am a consummate lover of history) and the tactics that men used to keep them dependent, often invading their own discourse with ideas of their inferiority.
Sometimes my own work scares me- I feel bad for the boys that I am mistreating, and often bad for the broken, confused women who are mistreating them. And yet, these ideas pervade my mind. I almost always masturbate in this realm, I daydream about it in my everyday life, and I am working on a novel that takes place in this world (albeit somewhat less sexual than my other work). I want to both live in it and banish it from my life forever, so instead I write it. If I can get some of this out of my head and into the world, then maybe I will find some peace.
Now, I will leave you with a caption from my upcoming set, due out in a few weeks (whenever I finish. I have a huge collection of images that I'm working with.)
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